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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:39 pm
    @@@@@I scrawl the words on a dirty shred of
    @@@@@I scrawl the
    words on a dirty shred of newsprintThey are nearly illegible, but if he finds them, he will
    understand:
    Not fast enough
    Not only do I break their hearts, I steal their refuge, tooI picture our little canyon home
    abandoned, as it must be forever nowOr if not abandoned, a tombI see my body leading the
    Seekers to itMy face smiling as we catch them there…
    “Enough,” I said out loud, cringing away from the whiplash of pain“Enough! You've made
    your point! I can't live without them either nowDoes that make you happy? Because it doesn't
    leave me many choices, does it? Just one–to get rid of youDo youwant the Seeker inside you?
    Ugh!” I recoiled from the thought as if I would be the one to house her
    Thereisanother choice, Melanie thought softly
    “Really?” I demanded with heavy sarcasm
    I was still staring at the mountain peakIt dominated the landscape, a sudden upthrust of rock
    surrounded by flat scrublandHer interest pulled my eyes over the outline, tracing the uneven
    two-pronged crest
    A slow, rough curve, then a sharp turn north, another sudden turn back the other way, twisting
    back to the north for a longer stretch, and then the abrupt southern decline that flattened out
    into another shallow curve
    Not north and south, the way I'd always seen the lines in her piecemeal memories; it was up and
    down
    The profile of a mountain peak
    The lines that led to Jared and JamieThis was the first line, the starting point
    Wecould find them, she corrected meou don't know all the directionsJust like with the cabin,
    I never gave you everything
    “I don't understandWhere does it lead?How does a mountain lead us?” My pulse beat faster as
    I thought of it: Jared was c
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    4:43 pm
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    I saw him kissing a girl in a bikiniI could feel her smooth skin, even a few
    little grains of sand nestling in the hollow at
    the small of her backI could smell her shampoo
    and taste a faint ghost of salt on her lipsI
    knew her name was Caitlin and he called her Kate
    I put my pencil back in the little belt-pack and
    zipped it closed"Jack?" Speaking quietlyHis
    eyes were Chanel Bracelets closed, and sweat still stood out on his
    cheeks and forehead, but I thought his breathing
    had slowed"How are you now? Any better?"
    "Yeah," he said without opening his eyes"What'd
    you do?"
    "Well, as long as it's just the three of us, we
    might as well call it what it is: magicA little
    counterspell I tossed your way
    Wireman reached over my shoulder, picked up the
    pad, studied the kelly bag hermes picture, and nodded"I'm
    beginning to believe she should have left you
    alone, muchacho
    940
    I said, "It was my daughter she should have left
    alone
    x
    We stayed where we were for five minutes, letting
    Jack get his second windAt last he said he felt
    able to go onI wondered if
    we would have run into the same problems if we had
    gone around by water
    "Wireman, have you seen any fishing boats replica rolex submariner anchored
    off the south end of the Key?"
    He considered"You know, I haven'tThey usually
    stay on the Don Pedro side of the straitThat's
    odd, isn't it?"
    "It's not odd, it's fucking sinister," Jack said It was down to nothing but a
    stripSeagrape and banyan branches scraped along
    the sides of the slowly trundling Mercedes, making
    hellish screeeing soundsThe road, lumped upward
    with louis vuitton multicolor tunneling roots and broken down to gravel and
    potholes in some places, continued to bend inland,
    and now it had also begun to climb
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    We crept along, mile after slow mile, with the
    leaves and branches slapping and whackingI kept
    expecting the road to break down entirely, but the
    thick interlacing foliage overhead had protected
    it from the elements to some degree, and it fake louis vuitton bags never
    quite
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:46 pm
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    70
    Mansfield Park
    Fanny’s gratitude, when she heard the plan, was, in fact, much
    greater than her pleasureShe felt Edmund’s kindness with all, and
    more than all, the sensibility which he, unsuspicious of her fond
    attachment, could be aware of; but that he should forego any enjoyment
    on her account gave her pain, and her own satisfaction in
    seeing Sotherton would be nothing without him
    The next meeting of the two Mansfield families produced another
    alteration in the plan, and one that was admitted with general approbationGrant offered herself as companion for the day to Lady
    Bertram in lieu of her son, and DrGrant was to join them at dinner
    Lady Bertram was very well pleased to have it so, and the young ladies
    were in spirits againEven Edmund was very thankful for an arrangement
    which womens rolex watches restored him to his share of the party; and MrsNorris
    thought it an excellent plan, and had it at her tongue’s end, and was
    on the point of proposing it, when Mrs
    Wednesday was fine, and soon after breakfast the barouche arrived,
    MrCrawford driving his sisters; and as everybody was ready,
    there was nothing to be done but for MrsGrant to alight and the
    others to take their placesThe place of all places, the envied seat,
    the post of honour, was unappropriatedTo whose happy lot was it
    to fall? While each of the Miss Bertrams were meditating how best,
    and with the most appearance of obliging the others, to secure it,
    the matter was settled by MrsGrant’s saying, as she stepped from
    the carriage, “As there are five of you, it will be better that one should
    sit with Henry; and as you were tiffany replica saying lately that you wished you
    could drive, Julia, I think this will be a good opportunity for you to
    take a lesson
    Happy Julia! Unhappy Maria! The former was on the barouchebox
    in a moment, the latter took her seat within, in gloom and
    mortification; and the carriage drove off amid the good wishes of
    the two remaining ladies, and the barking of Pug in his mistress’s
    arms
    Their road was through a pleasant country; and Fanny, whose
    rides had never been extensive, was soon beyond her knowledge,
    and was very happy in observing all that was new, and admiring all
    that was prettyShe was not often invited to join in the conversation
    of the others, nor did she desire itHer own thoughts and
    71
    Jane Austen
    reflections were habitually her best companions; and, in observing
    the appearance of silver chanel the country, the bearings of the roads, the difference
    of soil, the state of the harvest, the cottages, the cattle, the
    children, she found entertainment that could only have been heightened
    by having Edmund to speak to of what she feltThat was the
    only point of resemblance between her and the lady who sat by her:
    in everything but a value for Edmund, Miss Crawford was very
    unlike herShe had none of Fanny’s delicacy of taste, of mind, of
    feeling; she saw Nature, inanimate Nature, with little observation;
    her attention was all for men and women, her talents for the light
    and livelyIn looking back after Edmund, however, when there was
    any stretch of road behind them, or when he gained on them in
    ascending a considerable hill, they were united, and a “there he is”
    broke at the same gucci men watch moment from them both, more than once
    For the first seven miles Miss Bertram had very little real comfort:
    her prospect always ended in MrCrawford and her sister sitting
    side by side, full of conversation and merriment; and to see only his
    expressive profile as he turned with a smile to Julia, or to catch the
    laugh of the other, was a perpetual source of irritation, which her
    own sense of propriety could but just smooth overWhen Julia looked
    back, it was with a countenance of delight, and whenever she spoke
    to them, it was in the highest spirits: “her view of the country was
    charming, she wished they could all see it,” etc but her only offer
    of exchange was addressed to Miss Crawford, as they gained the
    summit of a long hill, and was not more inviting than this: “Here is
    a fine burst of chanel pearl coun
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:47 pm
    @@@@@ It was pure and remoteIn the late
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    It was pure and remoteIn the late afternoon sunlight it was velvet green and rock blue and the brown of light earth, made of another material than the fetid jungle before it
    The old torment burned in him againA stream of wordless impulses beat in his throat and he had again the familiar and inexplicable tension the mountain always furnished him
    He had failed, and it hurt him vitallyHis frustration was loose againHe would never have another opportunity to climb itAnd yet he was wondering if he could have succeededOnce more he was feeling the anxiety and terror the mountain had roused on the rock stairwayIf he had gone alone, the fatigue of the other men would not have slowed him but he would not have had their company, and he realized suddenly that he could not have gone without themThe empty hills would have eroded any man's courage

    Ha' past seven
    She thought she was in heaven

    In a few hours they would be back, pitching their pup tents in the darkness, getting a canteen cup of hot coffee, perhapsAnd tomorrow the endless routine of harsh eventless days would begin once moreAlready the patrol was unfamiliar, unbelievable, and yet the bivouac before them also was unrealIn transit everything in the Army was unrealThey sang to make a little noiseroll me over
    And do it again

    Croft kept looking at the mountainHe had lost it, had missed some tantalizing revelation of himself
    Of himself and much more


    Mute Chorus:
    ON WHAT WE DO WHEN
    WE GET OUT

    (Sometimes spoken, usually covert, varying with circumstance
    RED: Do the same fuggin thing I always didWhat else is there?
    BROWN: When we hit Frisco, I'm going to take my pay and throw the biggest goddam old drunk that town ever saw, and then I'll shack up with some bitch, and I won't do nothing but screw and drink for two whole goddam weeks, and then I'm going to take it easy going home to Kansas, just stopping off whenever I damn feel like it, just throwing the damnedest old binge you ever saw, and then I'm gonna look my wife up, I ain't gonna let her know I'm coming, and I'm going to give her the surprise of her life, and have witnesses along, by God, and I'll throw her out of the house, and let people know the way you treat a bitch when we're stuck over here God knows how long, never knowing when you're going to catch something, just waiting and sweating it out, and finding out things about yourself that, by God, it don't pay to know
    GALLAGHER: All I know is there's a fuggin score to be paid off, a score to be paid
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    4:39 pm
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    the saloon had been the easiestThe depression increased its
    business
    and its valueShe was sad about the storeIt was worth more for the
    land it was on than as a business; the new owners were going to tear
    it
    down and put up a building eight stories tallFive Points, at least,
    was still Five Points, depression or no depressionShe'd realized
    enough from those two chanel vintage sales to buy another fifty acres and put up
    another hundred houses on the edge of the cityThat would keep
    Ashley
    prosperous for a couple of yearsPlus the builder had told her that
    other builders were starting to buy only from Ashley tooThey could
    trust him not to sell green lumber, something that couldn't be said for
    the other yards in AtlantaIt really looked as if he was going tiffany cross to be
    a success in spite of himselfAnd she was going to make a fortune
    Henry Hamilton was right about thatHer little houses sold as fast as
    they were finishedThey had made a profitShe was downright shocked when she saw how much
    money
    had accumulated in her bank accountEnough to cover all the
    expenses
    she'd been worried about at Ballyhara all these months with
    everything
    going pasha cartier watch out and so little coming inThe harvest
    would be all income, free and clear, plus provide seed for next year
    And the rent rolls from the town were bound to keep growingBefore
    she left, a cooper was asking about one of the empty cottages, and
    Colum said he had a tailor in mind for another
    She would have done the same thing even if she hadn't made so much
    money, but it was much easier men wallet gucci to do since she hadThe builder was
    instructed to send all the future profits to Stephen O'Hara in
    SavannahHe'd have all the money he needed to carry out Colum's
    instructionsIt was funny about the Peachtree Street house, Scarlett
    thoughtYou'd think it would hurt to part with itAfter all, it was
    where I lived with Rhett, the place where Bonnie was born and spent
    her
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    4:38 pm
    @@@@@It ought to take time to get oneself stuck
    @@@@@It ought to take
    time to get oneself stuck in such a disastrous mire as the one I was in now
    Melanie tried to consider it impartiallyNot Jared… and Jamie, there's no way I
    could hurt Jamie, even if he was… She trailed off, hating that line of thought
    I considered this and found it trueEven if the child had become something or someone else,
    neither she nor I could ever raise a hand to himYou're like… a motherMothers are irrational hereToo many emotions
    involved
    Motherhood is always emotional–even for you souls
    I didn't answer that
    What do you think is going to happen now?
    You're the expert on humans,I reminded hert's probably not a good thing that they're giving
    me foodI can think of only one reason they'd want me strong
    The few specifics I remembered of historical human brutalities tangled in my head with the
    stories in the old newspaper we'd read the other dayFire–that was a bad oneMelanie had
    burned all the fingerprints off her right hand once in a stupid accident, grabbing a pan she hadn't
    realized was hotI remembered how the pain had shocked her–it was so unexpectedly sharp and
    demanding
    It was just an accident, thoughQuickly treated with ice, salves, medicineNo one had done it
    on purpose, continued on from the first sickening pain, drawing it out longer and longer…
    I'd never lived on a planet where such atrocities could happen, even before the souls cameThis
    place was truly the highest and the lowest of all worlds–the most beautiful senses, the most
    exquisite emotions… the most malevolent desires, the darkest deedsPerhaps it was meant to be
    soPerhaps without the lows, the highs could not be reachedWere the souls the exception to
    that rule? Could they have the light without the darkness of this world?
    I… felt something when he hit you,Melanie interruptedThe words came slowly, one by one, as
    if she didn't want to think the
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    4:44 pm
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    Much, however, depends on Libbit herself
    Nan Melda goes up to check on her remaining babbyun,
    touching the bracelets on her left arm as she
    climbs the stairsThe silver bracelets are from
    her Mama, and Melda wears them to church every
    SundayPerhaps that's why she took them from her
    special-things box today, slipping them on and
    pushing them up until they stuck on the swell of
    her forearm instead kelly hermes bag of letting them dangle loose
    above her wristPerhaps she wanted to feel a
    little closer to her Mama, to borrow a little of
    Mama's quiet strength, or perhaps she just wanted
    the association of something holy
    Libbit is in her room, drawingShe is drawing her
    family, Tessie and Lo-Lo very much includedThe
    eight of them (Nan Melda is also family, as far as
    Libbit is concerned) stand on the beach where they
    have spent so many cartier santos 100 happy times swimming and
    picnicking and building sand castles, their hands
    linked like paper dolls and great big smiles
    running off the sides of their facesIt's as if
    1033
    she thinks she can draw them back to life and
    happiness by the pure force of her will
    Nan Melda could almost believe it possibleThe
    child is powerfulRe-creating life, however, is
    beyond herRe-creating real life is even beyond
    the thing from the GulfNan classic chanel bag Melda's eyes drift to
    Libbit's special-things box before going back to
    Libbit herself againShe has only seen the
    figurine that came from the Gulf once, a tiny
    woman in a faded pink wrap that might once have
    been scarlet and a hood from which hair spills,
    hiding her brow
    She asks Libbit if everything is all rightIt's
    all she dares to say, as far as she dares to go
    If there really is a third eye hidden under the
    curls of the old omega thing in the box - a far-seeing mojo
    eye - it is impossible to be too carefulI just drawin, Nan Melda
    Has she forgotten what she's supposed to do? Nan
    Melda can only hope she hasn'tShe has to go back
    downstairs now, and keep an eye on AdieHer man
    will be calling for her soon
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    Part of her cannot believe this is happening; part
    of her feels as if her whole life has been a
    preparation for it
    Melda says You may hear me call yo louis vuitton duffle bag Da
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    4:47 pm
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    “It is about my uncle’s usual time
    “When do you think of going?”
    “I may, perhaps, get as far as Banbury to-day
    “Whose stables do you use at Bath?” was the next question; and while
    this branch of the subject was under discussion, Maria, who wanted
    neither pride nor resolution, was preparing to encounter her share of it
    with tolerable calmness
    To her he soon turned, repeating much of what he had already
    said, with only a softened air and stronger expressions of regretBut
    what availed his expressions or his air? He was going, and, if not
    voluntarily rolex watches for women going, voluntarily intending to stay away; for, excepting
    what might be due to his uncle, his engagements were all self-imposed
    He might talk of necessity, but she knew his independence
    The hand which had so pressed hers to his heart! the hand and the
    heart were alike motionless and passive now! Her spirit supported
    her, but the agony of her mind was severeShe had not long to
    endure what arose from listening to language which his actions contradicted,
    or to bury the tumult of her feelings under the restraint of
    society; for general civilities soon called his notice from her, and louis vuitton prices the
    farewell visit, as it then became openly acknowledged, was a very
    short oneHe was gone—he had touched her hand for the last time,
    he had made his parting bow, and she might seek directly all that
    169
    Jane Austen
    solitude could do for herHenry Crawford was gone, gone from the
    house, and within two hours afterwards from the parish; and so
    ended all the hopes his selfish vanity had raised in Maria and Julia
    Bertram
    Julia could rejoice that he was goneHis presence was beginning
    to be odious to her; and if Maria gained him not, she was now cool
    enough to dispense with any other rolex watches for sale revengeShe did not want exposure
    to be added to desertionHenry Crawford gone, she could
    even pity her sister
    With a purer spirit did Fanny rejoice in the intelligenceShe heard
    it at dinner, and felt it a blessingBy all the others it was mentioned
    with regret; and his merits honoured with due gradation of feeling—
    from the sincerity of Edmund’s too partial regard, to the unconcern
    of his mother speaking entirely by roteNorris began
    to look about her, and wonder that his falling in love with Julia had
    come to nothing; and could almost fear that she had been remiss
    herself in forwarding it; cheap rolex but with so many to care for, how was it
    possible for even her activity to keep pace with her wishes?
    Another day or two, and MrYates was gone likewiseIn his departure
    Sir Thomas felt the chief interest: wanting to be alone with
    his family, the presence of a stranger superior to MrYates must
    have been irksome; but of him, trifling and confident, idle and expensive,
    it was every way vexatiousIn himself he was wearisome,
    but as the friend of Tom and the admirer of Julia he became offensive
    Sir Thomas had been quite indifferent to MrCrawford’s going
    or staying: but his good wishes for birkin hermes M
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    4:47 pm
    @@@@@ The silence around the table was
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    The silence around the table was electricDeSole broke it, his voice barely above a whisper
    “What kind of man would accept an assignment like that?”
    Conklin looked at the analyst and answered in a monotone“A man who felt there wasn’t much
    left to live for, someone who had a death wish, perhaps a decent human being who was driven
    into an outfit like Medusa out of hatred and frustration The former intelligence officer stopped;
    his anguish was apparent
    “Come on, Alex,” said Valentino softly“You can’t leave us with that Conklin blinked several times, adjusting to the present“I was thinking how
    horrible it must be for him now—the memories, what he can rememberThere’s a lousy parallel I
    hadn’t considered
    “What’s the parallel?” asked Casset, hunched forward, staring at Alex
    “Years ago, during Vietnam, our man was a young foreign service officer stationed in Phnom
    Penh, a scholar married to a Thai woman he’d met here in graduate schoolThey had two children
    and lived on the banks of a riverOne morning while the wife and kids were swimming, a stray
    jet from Hanoi strafed the area killing the three of themOur man went crazy; he chucked
    everything and made his way to Saigon and into MedusaAll he wanted to do was killHe became
    Delta One—no names were ever used in Medusa—and he was considered the most effective
    guerrilla leader in the war, as often as not fighting Command Saigon over orders as he did the
    enemy with death squads
    “Still, he obviously supported the war,” observed Valentino
    “Outside of having no use for Saigon and the ARVN, I don’t think he gave a damn one way or
    anotherHe had his own private war and it was way behind enemy lines, the nearer Hanoi the
    betterI think in his mind he kept looking for the pilot who had killed his familyYears ago there was a wife and two kids and they were butchered in front of his eyesNow
    there’s another wife and two children and the Jackal is closing in, hunting him downThat’s got to
    be driving him close to the e
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    4:39 pm
    @@@@@The land of the O'Haras was fruitful
    @@@@@The land of the O'Haras was fruitful again;
    she
    had brought it back, at least in part, and next year there'd be more
    acres tilled; the year after, still more
    "It's so good to be back," Scarlett said to Kathleen next morning
    "I have about a million messages from everybody in Savannah She
    settled herself happily beside the hearth and put Cat down to explore
    the floorBefore long the heads began to appear above the half door,
    everyone eager to hear about America and Bridie and all the restAt
    the Angelus the women hurried back down the boreen to the village,
    and
    the O'Hara men came in from the fields for their dinnerEveryone
    except Seamus, and, of course, Sean who'd always taken his bills in
    the
    small cottage with Old Katie Scarlett O 'HaraScarlett didn't notice
    at the timeShe was too busy greeting Thomas and Patrick and
    Timothy
    and persuading Cat to give up the big spoon she was trying to eatIt
    was only after the men had gone back to their work that Kathleen told
    her how much things had changed while she was away"It's sorry I
    am
    to say it, Scarlett, but Seamus took it hard that you didn't stay for
    his wedding
    "I wish I could have, but I couldn'tHe must have known thatI had
    business in America
    "I've a feeling it's more Pegeen who bears the bad willDid you not
    remark that she wasn't in the visitors this morning?" The truth was,
    Scarlett admitted, that she hadn't noticed at allShe'd only met
    Pegeen once, she didn't really know herWhat was she like? Kathleen
    chose her words carefullyPegeen was a dutiful woman, she said, who
    kept a clean house and set a good table and saw to every comfort for
    Seamus and Sean in the small cottageIt would be a kindness to the
    whole family if Scarlett would go to call on her and admire the home
    she was makingShe was that tender of her dignity that she was
    waiting to be visited before she'd do any visiting herself"My
    grief," Scarlett said, "how sillyI'll have to wake Cat up from her
    nap
    "Leave her, I'll keep watch while I do the mendingIt's better I
    don't go with
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    4:39 pm
    @@@@@ It felt as if it were hugging me, erasing
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    It felt as if it were hugging me, erasing all the sore spots
    “Does me good to see that,” Jeb muttered“It's like an itch you can't scratch, knowing someone
    is suffering under your own roof
    He eased himself to the floor a few yards away and started humming quietlyI was asleep
    before he'd finished the first bar
    When I woke up, I knew that I'd been solidly asleep for a long time–a longer stretch than I'd
    slept since coming hereNo pains, no frightening interruptionsI would have felt pretty good,
    except that waking on the pillow reminded me that Jared was goneIt still smelled like him
    And in a good way, not the way I smelledelanie sighed forlornly
    I remembered my dream only vaguely, but I knew it had featured Jared, as was usual when I
    was able to sleep deeply enough to dream
    “Morning, kid,” Jeb said, sounding chipper
    I peeled back my lids to look at himHad he sat against the wall all night? He didn't look tired,
    but I suddenly felt guilty for monopolizing the better accommodations
    “So the guys are long gone,” he said enthusiastically“How 'bout a tour?” He stroked the gun
    slung through a strap at his waist with an unconscious gesture
    My eyes opened wider, stared at him in disbeliefA tour?
    “Now, don't turn sissy on meNobody's going to bother youAnd you'll need to be able to find
    your way around eventually
    He held out a hand to help me up
    I took it automatically, my head spinning as I tried to process what he was sayingI would need
    to find my way around? Why? And what did he mean “eventually”? How long did he expect me
    to last?
    He pulled me to my feet and led me forward
    I'd forgotten what it was like to move through the dark tunnels with a hand guiding me
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    4:49 pm
    @@@@@There's a Jap road leads into the bivouac,
    @@@@@There's a Jap road leads into the bivouac, he said in his sleepThey're going to protect it nowProbably he was feverish
    He dreamed until he heard a voice shout, "Recon? Where's recon?" The dream ebbed away, and he lay there drowsily, listening to Croft spring to his feet and holler, "Here, over here!" Red knew he would have to be moving in a few minutes, and he burrowed deeper into his blanketsHis body ached and he knew that when he stood up he would be stiff"All right, men, on your feet"Come on, get up, we got to move
    Red pulled the cover off his faceIt was still raining and his hand came away wet from the top surface of the blanketWhen he replaced the blanket in his pack, his pack also would become wet He cleared his throat with disgust and spat once or twiceThe taste in his mouth was foulGallagher sat up beside him and groaned"Goddam Army, why don't they let a guy sleep? Ain't we done enough tonight?"
    "We're heroes," Red saidHe stood up and began to fold his blanketIt was sopping wet on one side and muddy on the otherHe had slept with his rifle beside him, covered under the blanket, but it too was wetRed wondered how long it had been since he was dry"Fuggin jungle," he said
    "Come on, you men, snap it up," Croft saidA flare lit the wet ugly shrubs about them and flickered dully against their wet black clothingRed saw that Gallagher's face was covered with mud, and when he felt his own face, his hands came away soiled"Show me the way to go home," he hummed"I'm tired and I want to go to bed
    "Yeah," Gallagher said
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    4:44 pm
    @@@@@ It was all so silentWhy weren't there any
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    It was all so silentWhy weren't there any birds singing, for
    heaven's sake? And why was it getting so dark already? It began to
    rainLong before the oars started a steady pull toward the left bank
    she was soaked to the skin and shivering, miserable in body and mind
    The bump of the bow against a dock jarred her from her huddled
    desolationShe looked up through the blur of rain on her face and
    saw
    a figure in streaming black oilskins, illuminated by a blazing torch
    The face was invisible under a deep hood Rhett
    leaned forward, one arm outstretched"Good trip, boys?" Scarlett
    pushed against the crates nearest her to standHer legs were too
    cramped to hold her, and she fell back, toppling the topmost crate with
    a crash"What the hell?" Rhett caught the noosed rope that snaked
    to
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    "Toss
    up the stern line," he ordered"What's making that racket? Are you
    men drunk?"
    "No sir, Mister Rhett," the boatmen chorusedIt was the first time
    they had spoken since they had left the dock in CharlestonOne of
    them gestured toward the two women in the stern of the barge"My
    God!" said Rhetto you feel better now?" Rhett's voice was carefully
    controlledScarlett nodded dumblyShe was wrapped in a blanket,
    wearing a coarse work shirt of Rhett's underneath, and sitting on a
    stool near an open fire with her bare feet in a tub of hot water"How
    are you doing, Pansy?" Scarlett's maid, on another stool in another
    blanket cocoon, grinned and allowed as how she was doing just fine
    excepting that she was powerful hungry
    When you dry out, we'll eat Scarlett pulled the blanket more closely
    around herHe's being too nice, I've seen him like this before, all
    smiles and warm as sunshineThen it would turn out that he was
    really
    mad enough to spit nails all the timeIt's because Pansy's here,
    that's why he's putting on this actWhen she's gone, he'll turn on
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    both of themBourne scrambled, his elbows and knees silently pounding the hard pavement, until
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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